Well spotted! His videos turned me on to Karen Armstrong, her book A History of God contains a lot of what I wrote: https://www.amazon.com/History-God-000-Year-Judaism-Christianity/dp/0345384563
Ariel David's work on the history of Judaism is also a compelling read: https://www.haaretz.com/archaeology/.premium.MAGAZINE-how-the-jews-invented-god-and-made-him-great-1.5392677
Clear an afternoon and watch this video series. It is densely packed with information. I learned a lot of things from this guy.
With regard to the historicity of the Bible he borrows heavily from Karen Armstrong: https://www.amazon.com/History-God-000-Year-Judaism-Christianity/dp/0345384563
Read this: https://toptalkedbooks.com/amzn/0345384563
A History of God - Karen Armstrong
> Why aren't you just agnostic? Why are you so sure there's no God or Higher Power?
Most atheists aren't absolutely sure, and I think many people, if they think about it, will realise there's very little of which we can be absolutely sure.
Humans have believed in a lot of gods over the last 10,000 years or so. We have lots of good evidence, especially for high-profile gods like Yahweh, that they are the product of human invention. Yahweh, specifically, has a history, and we can trace changes to the documents that would become the Old Testament and the New Testament, to the point that it's hard to accept that any of the writers of these collections of books really knew what they were talking about when it came to supernatural claims. For reference, see A History of God .
On top of that, there are the claims that many religious people make about their deities. Many claim that prayer has healing ability, for example, but so far, there is no clear evidence of this being true beyond the effects of placebo. In fact, there are cases where people who know they are being prayed for actually experience a nocebo effect, in that they take longer to heal. See https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Studies_on_intercessory_prayer
When it comes to deistic gods that wound up the universe and let it run, I can be less confident, simply because I have less evidence either way. I would say that, when it comes to deistic gods, I'm an agnostic atheist, whereas with gods that humans have invented, like Yahweh, I am more of a gnostic atheist.
Ultimately, though, one does not need to know or be confident that no gods exist in order to be an atheist. All one needs in order to be an atheist is to not be a theist. If you took all the people in the world who say "I believe a god exists" and you put them in a big room, then everyone not in the room would be an atheist. This would include small children who do not yet have the capacity to evaluate the god-claim. Every human, when they were very young, was an atheist - being sure that no god exist isn't needed.
You need to de-indoctrinate yourself.
Here is what I did:
Take some time to learn about the history of the bible. For example, you can take the Open Yale Courses on Religious Studies for free.
Read Who Wrote the Bible by Richard Elliott Friedman
Also read A History of God by Karen Armstrong
Next, learn some actual science. For example - spoiler alert: evolution is true. Visit Berkeley's excellent Understanding Evolution Website.. Or, if you're pressed for time, watch this cartoon.
Read Why Evolution is True by Jerry Coyne
Read The Greatest Show on Earth by Richard Dawkins
Learn about the origin of the universe. For example, you could read works by Stephen Hawking
Read A Briefer History of Time by Stephen Hawking
Learn about critical thinking from people like Michael Shermer, and how to spot logical fallacies.
For good measure, use actual data and facts to learn the we are NOT living in some biblical "last days". Things have gotten remarkably better as man has progressed in knowledge. For example, watch this cartoon explaining how war is on the decline..
Read The Better Angels of Our Nature by Steven Pinker
Another great source is the youtube series debunking 1914 being the start of the last days.
I wish you the best. There is a whole world of legitimate information out there based on actual evidence that you can use to become a more knowledgeable person.
You may still wonder how you can be a good human without "the truth." Here is a good discussion on how one can be good without god. --Replace where he talks about hell with armageddon, and heaven with paradise--
Start to help yourself begin to live a life where, as Matt Dillahunty puts it, you'll "believe as many true things, and as few false things as possible."