Give this a read
There are only so many fucks a person can give in one day.
I’m getting ready to read this . Maybe you should try it, too.
Read this: https://toptalkedbooks.com/amzn/0062457713
Just remembered your post on Friday but didn’t have time to respond. Check out thisbook or better, audiobook .
Also have a read/audiobook of this and find out what works for you.
Audible usually have a trial period, should be easy to set up.
It’s not a good place where you are and may take time to get out but worth the effort.
Mind needs a reset. Good luck.
The Subtle Art of Not Giving a F*ck
This book is good https://toptalkedbooks.com/amzn/0062457713
I'll give you a quote from this book . It's not your fault, but it is your responsibility. Don't like it? Do something to change it. Write your representatives, talk to your peers, show up to vote, and if it's that big of a deal to you, you can always move somewhere that doesn't have the sunday laws.
Yo. go grab this book and really hear the message of it. I think it will really help. I used this book with my job and how much I was letting every little decision affect my life because of my misinterpretation and over analyzation of things. If you don't read, DL the audio version.