There is a fellow Redditor named u/aSavageLost who has a book by the same name. You can find it on Amazon here.
He also posts alot of writing so you can follow or sub to him a read some cool shit.
He is sober now, and his book is his past. It's a pretty interesting read. I have basic "Reddit" convos with him here and there and he seems like a chill dude. Check him out!
That's a link to my book.
Thanks for the encouragement.